Conversations of the Heart, Part 2

Early in this unexpected and unwelcome journey, I began having heart-to-heart conversations with Lilly. These days, those conversations are a little different.

“I’m sorry you got so sick again.”

“Me too. I’m sorry to make you worry so much.”

“I’m sorry I’m crabby sometimes.”

“It’s OK. I’m sorry I wake you up all night long, and I hate this whole diaper thing.”

“I know you do. It isn’t your fault … I’m doing my best, but this might not work.”

“I know. I’m doing my best too.”

“If you need to go, I’ll understand. Just let me know.”

“I will.”

“No matter what, I’ll love you forever.”

“I’ll love you too. Thanks for everything.”