Adverse Rabies Vaccine Reaction: The Year in Pictures, Part 5

If you’d asked me in January 2012 when Lilly first suffered an adverse rabies vaccine reaction if she would survive, I would have said, “Probably.” If you’d asked me the same question in August 2012, when Lilly’s brain inflammation returned so severely,  I would have said, “Probably not.” Now? The answer is that I simply don’t know, but I am hopeful.

Lilly is doing well, with the new treatment routine, including cytarabine injections every 3 weeks, but I just don’t know if I can afford to continue them indefinitely, and I just don’t know how she would do without them.

Lots and lots of questions and doubts, but mostly GRATITUDE that we had a this whole YEAR when so many times that seemed unlikely.

What’s next?

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Pulling together this series of photos and videos for our Year in Pictures has been helpful for me:

  • I realized just how GOOD Lilly’s first recovery was … though I didn’t appreciate it at the time.
  • I realized just how close we came to losing her in August, which renewed my relief and amazement.
  • I realized that after weeks of looking pretty torn up by treatment Lilly is starting to appear more like herself. Her new self, granted.

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This last year has aged us both dramatically. But, that’s real life. We aren’t what we once were, but we are here and together. 

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One thought on “Adverse Rabies Vaccine Reaction: The Year in Pictures, Part 5

  1. January 26, 2013 at 1:04 am

    Your story is so moving, and your attitude, admirable. I’ve only been going through Matilda’s cancer since Dec 10th, and I’m so worn out.
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