Posted by Roxanne Hawn | Posted in Adverse Vaccine Reaction - Recovery from Meningoencephalomyelitis, Back Story, Dog Brag, Dog Life | Posted on 16-03-2012
Tags: adverse vaccine reaction, ataxia, body swaying, border collie, Colorado, head wobbling, meningoencephalitis, meningoencephalitis in dogs, meningoencephomyelitis, neurological symptoms, numb feet, rabies vaccine, steroid side-effects, veterinary neurology
Send to KindleNearly 2 months into this adverse vaccine reaction with Lilly, I’m still a wreck. At least once a day, Lilly and I have a conversation — brain to brain, heart to heart — that goes something like this.
“Thanks for not dying, baby girl.”
“You’re welcome. Thanks for finding someone to save me.”
“Of course. You’re my best, best friend. I love you with my whole heart.”
“I know. I love you too. You look tired, though. Get some sleep.”
“I’ll try. Sweet puppy dreams. Momma loves you.”





Tears my heart out.
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[...] in this unexpected and unwelcome journey, I began having heart-to-heart conversations with Lilly. These days, those conversations are a little [...]
I’ve not seen your blog for a while, Roxanne; but I thought of you and Lilly very very often. I’m so relieved and so happy to hear Lilly is doing better. It sends a fear in many of us, I know myself, if this could happen to my heart dog. I appreciate so much your awesome journal on Lilly. It will help many down the road. Thank you so much.
Thats very sweet and brings tears to our eyes.
I love this. Hugs to you both.
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So sweet. I know it’s really hard, hang in there.
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Hi Y’all,
That is beautiful y’all. Thanks for sharing special moments.
Y’all come by now,
Hawk aka BrownDog
Oh Roxanne, this has been such a long haul and I know it’s far from over. So glad you and Lilly have each other. Hang in there.
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Years just reading this. A good talk to have I think.
So sweet. You’re lucky to have each other.
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I’m checking in with you daily now. We’re dealing with many of the same issues. Tsar who used to be light on his feet as a cat, now stumbles and it bothers him and me. We’re also seeing drool which is a first for him. The thing that bothers me a lot is the heavy panting.
We’re fairly sure that he has a tumor, but this was a relatively good week and we just take each day as it comes.
Sue and Tsar
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Oh Lilly, so loving.
I can imagine having this same kind of conversation.
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Beautifully said, Roxanne.
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I came across your blog a few months ago and have been following Lily’s inspiring story. Thank you for sharing your experiences!
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So sweet!
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Lovely. So glad things worked out as well as they did.
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Beautiful. Just beautiful.
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